So, in a recovery program, steps 5, 6, & 7 teach you how to own up. Steps 6 & 7 are the ones where you look at your character defects- your seven deadlies and how you act out upon them- show them to the world, you little pot-stirrer, you!-and ask your HP to remove them- Humbly ask. So, there’s a book designed for steps 6 & 7- Drop The Rock. I highly suggest to ANYONE who wishes to improve his/her life. It’s just damned good.
Everyday, I have an app I subscribe to: The Leo King. It describes the astrology for the day, planet energy and a tarot card for the day et al. Today was the 7 of Pentacles reversed. Why are you raking up dead leaves? Why are you tending are garden that needs to be left fallow- there’s a word for you! Let that shit go- DROP THAT BITCH!!!!!
So, last night in therapy, I come up with the term, Drop that Bitch! Drop it! No longer serves you? Let it go to the wayside. “Leave it”, as you would tell your dogs. “Wrecking Ball”…intersante. So, show of hands- how many people had a shitshow for Christmas? That’s what I thought. I had three people come out of the woodwork. One is irrelevant. Two was an ex-friend. And three was the kinky Scotsman. WTF, over? So far, I’ve blown off two of the three. The one I’m obsessing over is the irrelevant one. Drop that Bitch! Let it go. Just not that into you…Remember that one? If they want to spend time with you, they will move mountains. And not hesitate to do so. Here’s another secret- you are/I am worth a mountain, or 12.
So, I talked to my tattoo artist yesterday. Yes. It’s time. I’ve turned another corner. My knees ain’t getting any better neither. As a matter of fact, they are getting worse. I have a four hour window where I am good, then I am useless and pained for the rest of my waking hours. Oh, if only I had known. But hindsight is 20/20. So don’t put glasses on your ass and look back! Drop That Bitch!!!
So, I’m down to, like 4-ish parts. From 84. to 4. Since 2008. 7 years. I’ve worked my ASS off. Dropped that bitch/bitches. I was cleaning out my desk and found the piece of paper that had my hep C cysts imaging on it, before I began Interferon in 2012. During Dave’s trial. Stone cold sober. Bitches.
Oh yeah, my house has a ghost that likes mischief/gremlins. My bipap machine stopped two times last night. MM hmm. My teacher is coming over to smudge next Tuesday. All over that shit.
So, 2015 was an interesting year. Dave’s gone. Drop That, Bitch!!!!! WOOO HOOOOO!!!!! Not my fucking problem, anymore. Went back to whence he came. My neighbors all think I’m crazy. Sweet. Stay away. And maybe I am nuts, I’m also an artist. Fine line. Friends with the monster…Drop them bitches!
So, today the advice is- if it’s making you crazy, restless and discontent- Drop it. Just let it go. You can only control you and your reactions. Today has the potential for emotional volatility, so think before you speak. Yes. I just said that. And for God’s sake: DROP THAT BITCH!!!!!!!