Hi. This is a declaration of independence, strength and knowledge…because, after all, isn’t knowledge power? That is what GI Joe said, “Knowing is half the Battle.”
Know this: I am a fiercely independent woman. But desperately frail and lonely, because I am confusing to people. I act, “as if” I do not need people. Horse shit. We are all in this together. WE all need each other. I need you. I need all of you. And especially, you.
Know this: I am a SURVIVOR of satanic ritual abuse. I was FORCED, at age 4, to do unspeakable acts and have unspeakable things done TO me. I was fucking FOUR YEARS OLD!!!! How Dare you treat me as if I had a choice. How fucking dare you. I’m not a big believer in Shame, but shame on you for thinking that somehow I enjoyed being passed around and knowing truths at an age, when NO ONE, NO MATTER WHAT THEIR AGE should know. HOW DARE you insinuate that because I have God Given Gifts, which are “supernatural”, “psychic”, “intuitive”, “esoteric”, “foreign”, “weird”, demonic or unholy, etc. That I, me, a Christian raised woman, who was taught to leave no spiritual stone unturned, be a Satanist. Or some other demonic and unholy and hypocritical, self righteous, UN-Christian JUDGEMENT- of which you have no authority to dole out, to label me so unfairly.
“DO NOT JUDGE MY LIFE BY THE CHAPTER YOU WALKED IN ON”- Unknown.
You know what I say to you? After I get done telling you off? For being such self-righteous, holier than thou hypocritical SOB’S? Fear-based, ignoramuses. UNH!
How erroneous you are! How wrong you are about me! I am so sorry your fear and ignorance and hatred is so deep and titanic, that you would not take the time out to get to know me and ask me. I have nothing to hide. I have done nothing wrong. I have hurt, NO ONE, with my “evil” powers. Nor would I ever. How could you think those things? What’s so wrong with you, that it makes it RIGHT for You to Judge ME?
I am so sorry. For your fear. And Hate. And lack of understanding. I am already judged. I have been, and will continue to be till the day I die. But, the utimate Judgement belongs to someone with much higher power and authority than all y’all.
Put your cheddar on that.